Quick Updates

ok.....quick updates.....merrill's left for singapore today for 2 weeks so i'm kinda stuck in sydney alone...not really alone...but i guess 2 weeks will pass really quickly especially with all the stuff that's coming up....

the wedding date has been settled on 10 June, we've got the church and restaurant booked....have sent out emails to those overseas to inform them of the date in case they can make it to sydney for the wedding....have also got the dress....we're almost settled on the bridesmaids dresses (finally!) which are quite expensive but i suppose i'd rather spend money on something everyone likes than spend a little less albeit still quite expensive and have one of them hate the dress and never want to wear it again.....

next thing to do is to actually send out the invites which we haven't gotten round to doing not coz we don't want to but cause merrill and i are both artistically challenged pple who have absolutely no idea how to create a design for an invite....will endeavour to settle that soon

am feeling kinda down at the moment....coz i just realised that a relationship has broken down (and sooner than expected) and i think 1 party was really really at fault....but somehow i think it was better that it did break down and i guess i'm feeling really guilty abt feeling that way coz the other party would be really really hurt and upset at the moment coz it wasnt really her fault....

anyway am kinda disappointed that some pple won't be over to make it over to sydney but also more disappointed that some have not even bother to reply to my emails abt the wedding....at least just acknowledge that you're alive and that you're received the email lah....i know i'm not that good at keeping in touch but then it wouldnt hurt just to hit the reply button and type in some lines right?? haiz....perhaps i'm being really selfish and thinking only abt me me me at the moment