am so procrastinating at the moment....i think i have lots of things to do but no mood to do it....shall obviously stress myself out later trying to do everything i was meant to do but i guess it was nice....sleeping in till 11 (which i don't do often), making brunch with merrill, then baking chocolate cake with my new whizmaster thingy and surfing the internet.

at the back of my mind, i think i have lots of things to do but iguess that's what my trusty organiser is for! to write down all the things i have to do and do them! but anyway am in this pretty nostalgic mood at the moment....

on a totally unrelated tangent, CA results came out yesterday, i passed, doreen failed...feel quite bad for doreen, she couldnt get onto the website to find out her results, neither could i but funnily enough, one of my colleagues managed to log in on his comp so that was where i found out my results, and told doreen her results over the phone....but i guess i had the advantage of working most of my working life in tax and having the day off a week to study (although i didnt always study on my day off) anyway am contemplating now whether to do the next CA module that comes up which runs over February to May....have until 11 December to decide coz that's when enrolment closes. duno whether it's worth having the 1 day off in exchange for studying the CA, there's a bs group to take care of next year (it'll be just merrill and i taking a grp by ourselves so that's going to be sth new to adjust to), there's kids church to take care of (will prob have to teach at kids church coz there's not really anyone else who can do it and if there are keen pple, they havent actually taught at kids church before so will still need to help them out), and people to take care of, friends to try and keep in touch with (which i've been really horrible at) and music and so on

actually, i'm disturbed....been realising recently that quite a few friends or friends that i dun really keep in touch with have broken off with their long-term bfs/partners etc....it's quite disturbing and sad i guess, to be reminded that nothing lasts forever